Never Wrong

[Caligo [Inactive]]

I have just received confirmation on what I've known all along.

Everybody knew what the fuck was going on and wasn't telling me a damn thing. I think I typed that on here.

What kind of a friend is it that withholds such powerful information when I am so desperately searching for it? What friends would stand idly by and watch me suffer?

Is it amusing?

Is it satisfying?

Is it just another way to pass the time?

And now I sit here alone, robbed by my closest confidants of my greatest joy.

All for what?

All for nothing.

My heart breaks anew each and every time I wonder what could have happened, what I could have done. Every attempt at getting anything out of her, any effort I put into finding the truth ignored. All while you knew all along. While it was tearing me asunder, you sat and watched.

All for what?

All for nothing.

Everything and everything I had ever dreamed is now little more than a broken memory of something never to be.

All for what, I ask you. All for what...

[Caligo [Inactive]]

There would be hell to pay for this transgression, but I am far too broken to wield any kind of retrubution... ...all I want is to have her back... ...all I want is to set the record straight... ...all I want is my heart to stop breaking... ...all I want is peace...

[Vector]

Not everybody "knew what the fuck was going on." Because I am still lost as to what has happened. I've heard no news nor rumors, so... I don't know. But I'm completely in the dark here.

[Wolfe]

I didn't know what was going on either. But I guess it doesn't really matter now.